Why would god want to hurt me so bad?
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you?
I just heard this song kaninang lunch time when one of my friends tried to play it again and again and again. Was it a sign? a message? or maybe another start for something new? Because there was something I knew that caused too much hurt just before I heard this song.
"Missing You" daw. Sino na-mimiss ko? Oo, siya. Si INSPIRASYON ko. Di pa rin siya bumabalik, and according to my friend, "DI NA TALAGA SIYA BABALIK". ((Nakausap nga pala ni INSPIRASYON si friend that time.)) That almost tore me apart, honestly speaking. I can't believe it! **ampooocha** I could still remember how he told me that he likes me, and that he wants me to be his girl. I could still remember how he would reach for my hand. I could still remember how he made me happy. I just don't know what happened. If there would only be another chance for me to prove that I really do like him this much, I'd spend each day and each night holding his hand just like what I always wanted.
Para kay ounce.
-ounce.
Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you?
I just heard this song kaninang lunch time when one of my friends tried to play it again and again and again. Was it a sign? a message? or maybe another start for something new? Because there was something I knew that caused too much hurt just before I heard this song.
"Missing You" daw. Sino na-mimiss ko? Oo, siya. Si INSPIRASYON ko. Di pa rin siya bumabalik, and according to my friend, "DI NA TALAGA SIYA BABALIK". ((Nakausap nga pala ni INSPIRASYON si friend that time.)) That almost tore me apart, honestly speaking. I can't believe it! **ampooocha** I could still remember how he told me that he likes me, and that he wants me to be his girl. I could still remember how he would reach for my hand. I could still remember how he made me happy. I just don't know what happened. If there would only be another chance for me to prove that I really do like him this much, I'd spend each day and each night holding his hand just like what I always wanted.
"How come you act like this
Like you just don't care at all?
Like you just don't care at all?
Para kay ounce.
I don't know what I'm feeling everytime I see you. Should I be happy that I saw you? Or should I feel sad for you're not with me? Sometimes I feel pity for myself for being such a great LOSER. Yeah loser, from that very day I LOST YOU. You know, every time you pass by me, I always follow you through my eyes. And on my mind, I want to run after you, lock my arms on your waist just like a child asking her dad not to leave. And then I would say, "Bumalik ka na, pwede?". I think I can even kneel down in front of you and ask for another chance. Corny dba? haha. But that's true. Sooo true.
-ounce.


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